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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
remembering DAD on all souls' day
this is the 1st ever all saints/souls' day that i wasn't able to visit the cementery in surigao... particularly DADDY... nwei, i lighted a candle for him at home and offered mass for him as well...

last nyt, i had a dream of him, maybe i just missed him so much or maybe it was just his way of visiting me, as he always does...
but my dream was really funny! parang joke lang na hndi ko maintindihan... the setting was at the church near our house in surigao where we usually attend mass.. there were plenty of people kse it was my dad's burial day dw... and then, i saw dad sitting besides mom and evrybody else crying... we were all arguing daw if the burial will be at 11am or 1pm... i was so mad na daw to all that i couldn't hide my temper anymore, i was shouting na dw. until the people decided to burry dad by 11 am. so dad walked to his coffin para humiga na, and that signals daw na he'll absolutely die na when nasa loob na cia ng coffin. that he'd be forever gone. never coming back.
at that moment, i felt my heart so heavy and i ran towards the coffin and decided that he'll be burried by 1 pm nalang. so i hurriedly opened the coffin to save him and fortunately, i succeeded. dad sat beside me daw when my cousin arrived, sweating coz he came from a basketball game. Daddy tapped him daw near the armpit and commented "ang baho mo! maligo ka nman!"
yun lang ang sinabi ng daddy ko. no more no less and natapos na din ang dream ko.. db ang weird? and worst, everybody was still crying... as if they never saw him there, as if he was in the coffin all the while.. bkt kaya ganon? nag-joke pa cia db? hai! cguro nga he wants me to know lang na he's alright kya pinatawa nya ako...
whatever it is, maybe gusto lang din nya ako bisistahin tlga... how i miss dad so much... wherever he may be now, i know na he's always there when i need him and he's guiding me all the way... thanx dad! love yah! *mwah*